panic attacks

since i've started at the new company, there's been a lot to learn and a lot to cramp before i am left on my own to take care of everything. it's very interesting, i can already tell it's going to be new experiences, gaining a lot of knowledge and getting involved in a fair bit of e-commerce and e-marketing. i'm very excited.

but also stressed and tired. i'm now on my own and i feel like there's so much i don't know. this morning i woke up panicking realising that i didn't know who i was meant to forward certain things to, not sure of who i could ask and was trying to figure how to go about it. i was in and out of sleep from 5 something in the morning and by 7am it was no point trying to sleep.

so i did some light cleaning, left for work early and stopped for coffee on the way to work. at the end of the day, i managed to figure out what to do and get it done. sat through a meeting which gave me an insight into seo which i've always been very interested in, finished up some stuff on my to-do list and came home with a new blackberry; which i'm not yet sure is a good thing or not >.< anyone on bbm?? hello?? anyways.....
now i carry two phones around just like D.

i'm so glad it's friday.... now to catch up on sleep.