you only miss it when you know it's not going to be there. lilbro called me yesterday telling me that he has made his decision to go back to kl for good. he may consider coming back after a few years but as for now, he'll be taking care of all he needs to and heading back home once everything is settle which is probable at the end of february :( that's one more person short i have in sydney. it's not like we are the closest siblings in the world where we would see each other every day or every week. in fact, we only caught up every couple of week; sometimes even longer. i know going back will be better for him and he'll obviously have more family and friends closer to him and dad will be sooo happy to have him back; so i'm happy for him but there's this little sad feeling i have coz i know i won't get to see him as much (whatever little it is) as i do now. oh well.... i'll just have to keep reminding him of me.
